Small Tiny Little Steps

 In The Name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

    Salam and Hi. I hope it still not late for me to wish you Happy New Year. I don't know how long I have been hiatus from writing, but just to tell you, I sneaking to writing here despite on this busiest week of semester. Semester 6 for me is really a roller coaster because the endless of assignments. 

    To be honest, I still don't get the vibes of new year, that's why I haven't post any resolution of 2022 because I have not made it yet. Maybe after my final examination I guess. Alright, let's straight into the purpose of me sneaking to write today. The notification of my friend's LinkedIn post just pop and I saw a few of her achievements that for me that are really huge. I got to admit she is an inspiration and I believe that she surely will be success in her future and accounting profession as well. Then, I asked myself what was my achievement in 2021? Guess what I answered; I still breath. That's all. I don't know if I am too putting myself in comfort zone or what, or I am still thinking the reasons of why am I still breathing. But rethink about that, it just an excuses. Yes, I have my own struggle but anyone else also have. Reflecting on my action to recovering the struggle for my opinion is weak. I asked myself, what else than breathing? I keep thinking and I found just a few little, small, tiny things that I have accomplished. Let me just list a short accomplishment in 2021.

1. I successfully breathing in 2021 despite of what my struggles.

2. I successfully ended my contract with SMF Perakaunan.

3. I have became a Vice Programme Director for Coffee Talk Session with PwC Malaysia. Thanks a lot to Syafinaz for choosing me as her assistance. I hope I could contribute more for the event.

4. I have participate in interview session as candidate of EY Campus Camp even though I did not get the position. But the experience from getting the call from EY representative and being interview itself is so valuable for me. 

5. I participated as one of the accounting tutor with secondary students of SMK Puncak Alam 2. From there I learnt about the struggles of lecturer to make the learning session more interesting.

6. I participated in PwC Kampus Digital despite of my busy schedule. I got to admit I really have fun for this programme and wished could join it during my semester 5 because of the Excel things. Nevertheless, I really grateful for participating in this event. A lot of thanks to Shazleen, who really enthusiastic in reaching me to participate in this event. I don't know what should I do without her help.

    That's all the small, tiny, little achievement of seketul Atiqah during year 2021. I don't want to hope anything but I really wish ( it just the same haha) I could participate in more volunteering event. I think one of the problem is about accommodation. I need to learn driving back, so I can move freely. Besides that, looking at how I just stop after EY Campus Champ interview, I realised I still need to keep going on, improving where I lack at and I really need to identify what my branding is because I haven't create any yet. I just don't know. 

    However, if comparing me with myself for the year 2020, I don't remember anyway what happened in 2020. But I hoping myself in 2025 could read this post back and laugh with own silliness for being worried about my future would be like. I hope me in 2025 has bravely discover her true potential and becoming and proud with whatever she has, hopefully more than breathing haha. 

    A quote from Aisyah Syakirah, ' Even God did not compare you with Obama, then why should you do that?'. The best comparison about yourself is within who you are today with who are you yesterday. Because everyone has their own timeline, process and timing that Allah has perfectly arranged. So, it is our tasks to discover the timeline, to make the progress and to give all in everything we did so that we would not lose faith in waiting. The fault of waiting is just wait without progressing and effort. Even if you are waiting for a bus, you will check for the time of arrival first or buying for the ticket. So do the same with your life.

I think that's all about this post. Hope you will have a great year ahead!