UNEXPECTED GIFT

 In The Name Of Allah, The Most Merciful and The Most Gracious

        Hi there. It has been such a long time I am not writing anything here. Wait, am I keep repeating this sentence when I'm started a post? Let just jump directly to the topic because I feel hungry and sleepy. 

    Three days ago, my examination result was announced. To be honest, I cannot sleep at night the day before because the feeling of anxiety overwhelmed. There is one paper, financial paper to be honest, which I really screwed during answering the final examination for that subject. I don't have enough time to cover all the chapters which cause I left 2 questions with 17 marks. So huge. I even cannot feel that I able to get B at least or even pass the paper because I was not excellent in that subject. I tried to love it but maybe my effort is not enough.

    During the day, as usual, I will perform my Dhuha prayer first before checking my semester's result. But that day, I decided to make a Hajat prayer as well, it not for asking Allah to give me excellent result, but to give me calmness whatever my result will be because it also from my effort. Alhamdulillah, I get Dean List for this semester and my pointer is rising high, different from my expectation. It is the first time, I am crying looking at my result since I was unexpecting I will obtain that result.

    Learning via ODL is such a challenging for me because my interest for study begin to wonder anywhere. So that semester, I tried to take part in class, be active student especially for financial reporting since that is my favourite subject. Reflecting from that, I owe a huge things to Allah because He give me more while I still slacking in performing my worship to Him.

    Hoping that my upcoming semester will be a great journey, I have 20 credit hours for next semester. Please wish me all the best. That's all and have a good rest!