Istikharah

Assalamualaikum and hi guys!

   I've been busy right now as my event is just around the corner; Komander Kesatria Endurance Challenge (KKEC), in which UiTM Johor being the 'tuan rumah' for this siries. But that not the reasons why I'm not update anything here. Well, sorry then. Before we going to our main topic for this post, I just wanna to share something that happen just now or actually long time ago but I don't remember when. I was thinking to re-branding this blog into site but I'm still thinking about it. It was just like - what should be the main things that will attract people to read that site, somehow like that.

   So, back to our main topic, yeay! Last night before I went to bed, I watched a video: TANDA ISTIKARAH KITA DIJAWAB from 'Tarbiah Sentap' about the Istikharah. Let we flashback for a while. Before I decided to entered or pursued my diploma, I was in dilemma either to choose between accounting or engineering, to put into my UPU lists. My mum advised me to made Istikharah and yes I did it. But until now, I didn't know either I've made correct translate on my dreams and I don't remember the dream now. So, after that, I got offer from UiTM for accounting and UTM for engineering, but I didn't tell my parents about UTM because it not from UPU system. If you guys have been reading my very previous post on how really I want to be Aeronautical Engineering, you might be weird why right now I'm not in that field. It hurt me when I flashback but yeah, I can't do nothing. I do doubt about it many times on how do I translating my dreams.

   So, when I watched that video of Tarbiah Sentap, it do make me cry. It is when Ustaz Adnin said,   " Everything that happen after Istikharah is the better things for us". I do believe that too as since I in accounting field, Alhamdulillah everything went well; ie my results and studies. 

The dua of Istikharah also content that; 

Dear God, if You know that this decision is good for me in terms of my religiosity, my worldly life, and afterlife, then decree it, facilitate it for me with ease, and bless me through it. But if You know that this has bad consequences on my religiosity, my worldly life, and afterlife, then get it away from me and get me away from it, and [instead of that] decree what’s better for me, whatever it may be, and make me content with it.

   What can I concluded here, sometimes, there is thing that we eagerly wanted is not be best for us and there is also thing that we hate but it is the best for us. Trust your journey as it is written by The Almighty.

Have a good day!