Reflect

Assalamualaikum.

   So, hi there. It has been really a long time for not visiting here and now, here I am! I just want to make this post very simple and straight forward as I need to do some revision on my upcoming test. Please make prayer for me, okay? Thank you, there.

   Regarding on the title of the topic, yes, I choose it to be very major; reflect - what to reflect?. I realized this when I'm in down for just like thinggy things - friends and etc. But before that, it really a praise to Allah for letting this kind heart in me as it not belong to me; I'm just borrowed from Him. Whatever and whenever I'm feeling down, this heart would motivate me so that I can feel better and out from the bad weather. But then, when this heart is motivated me; it like a bulb pop up from my mind;' what if the bad things that happen to me is actually my fault that I had never realized that I had done it to other people?. What if I'm the one who take granted on people?'. 

   Before this, when I'm in the phase of motivating myself, I just look at other mistakes; not mine. I'm not reflect anything on me. And I realized that; that is my mistake. I'm not look at what I had done to people. So, yeah that it.

   My point of view here, sometimes we just tend to pointing out our fingers to other so that we can cover up our mistakes. But that not good, guys. As we pointing to other, asked ourselves, what have we done until people do that to us? By there, we can cover up and improve ourselves so that the mistakes won't happen anymore. I have motivate my dearself by this sentence;

' Dear myself,

  I know that you're tired but you have did it really well. But, still I need more improvement'

   This sentence it calm and quite strict for me. Why I'm using this sentence? To make me always working, walking to achieve my goals. It remind me not to be comfort on my achievement.

   As it has been late night here and I need to make revision - please pray that I won't go to bed after end up this post; there is a thing that I want to ask you.

How was your day, dear? I hope that your day is lit and everything goes very well. But if didn't, promise with me that you will chin up okay?. It just a bad day, not a bad chapter of your life and if there is no that bad day - your life won't be wonderful. Don't forget to thank to Lord for giving you chance to alive. :')